Venting out frustration

As a insect in the world of beast I fell into the spiders web of lies and deceit as usual I was trying to be faithful and all of a sudden I got this feeling of doubt and when I went to talk to her about it she wanted to act all defensive about it It know I've been caught up in the past but that chapter is done considering I pay bills and have my own you go out and cheat on me ?? totally ignorant yet i kinda figured it wasn't going to work out. Listen carefully before you make it official make sure they are stable these females these day ain't nothing but trouble